Rejected

I started applying for jobs because I have to put my kids first before what my Dad needs.  But it doesn't matter now.  The job I needed won't take me.  I am devastated.  How am I supposed to ever see my girls again if I can't get a good job?  This wasn't supposed to be my life.  I was supposed to be a mom.  That's all I wanted to do.  I could have finished high school, gone to college, had a career but I didn't want that life.  I just wanted to be a mom.  Now it's all been taken away from me.  And I'm not good enough for anybody.  I give up.  What else is there to do?  I've fought my whole life and I just can't win.  It's over.